Annie L. Wood

January 1 is my mothers birthday. i have many memories of my mom. i know i loved her very much. after her passing i discovered just how much. i have not been able to function 100 percent since her death. i still after all these years look at a photo without breaking down. i know i will be glad when my own death occurs so that i can see her and my father again. i was always my moms baby

January 1 is my mothers birthday. i have many memories of my mom. i know i loved her very much. after her passing i discovered just how much. i have not been able to function 100 percent since her death. i still after all these years look at a photo without breaking down. i know i will be glad when my own death occurs so that i can see her and my father again. i was always my moms baby she coddled me and showed me her unconditional love with every visit or phone call. i regret that i did not pay as much attention to her in the last year or so. i am paying dearly for that because i feel so guilty i cannot think of anything else but my own death. i tried without success a few times to take my own life. the only solace i get is that she told me that she had an embolism on her aorta and she did not want to be operated on. according to her autopsy report this was the major cause of death. i cant wait till we are together again. i love you very much mommy.